Lately as I have been enjoying my quiet time God has illuminated faith to me. Do I have faith? Do I trust the Lord with my life? Have I surrendered all of me to him? As I ask myself these questions it becomes apparent that I don't always put my complete trust in him. Why is that? I know that God can get me through everything and is always there, but I guess me being me just wants to handle it all on my own. As I have studied and grown in my faith I have come to really admire Abraham. I desire to have a faith like Abraham did. Numerous times in the bible you read about how Abraham puts his whole trust in the Lord even when he doesn't know what is going to happen. Can I do that?
"The Lord said to Abram, "Leave your country, your relatives, and your father's family, and go to the land I will show you.
I will make you a great nation,
and I will bless you.
I will make you famous,
and you will be a blessing to others.
I will bless those who bless you,
and I will place a curse on those who harm you.
And all the people on earth
will be blessed through you."
So Abram left Haran as the Lord had told him, and Lot went with him."
Genesis 12:1-4
Abraham or Abram didn't ask questions when God asked him to leave his country and go to some mysterious land. He had no idea where he was going or what he would be doing but he went anyway with no questions asked. Wow! Talk about complete trust and obedience to the Lord. Another place in scripture where Abraham showed his obedience and trust in the Lord was in Genesis 22 when God asked him to take his ONLY son and kill him and make him a burnt offering. This is the son that God provided to Abraham and his wife Sarah when they were very old in age. What an amazing faith Abraham had!
As I was reading "Brokenness, Surrender, Holiness" by Nancy Leigh DeMoss it was illuminated to me why it is so hard for us to surrender all that we are. She says that our fears about relinquishing total control of our lives to God falls into 4 categories....
1) Provision - Will I have what I need?
2) Pleasure - Will I be happy?
3) Protection - Will I (and those I love) be safe?
4) Personal Relationships - Will my relational needs be met?
Abraham is an example as to why we shouldn't worry about the fears that we are having. He shows us that if we put our faith in Christ that he will fulfill his promises that he has made to us. So why not take this BIG step of faith and put your entire trust in the Lord. I know I'm ready to take that step!